i'm a jigsaw puzzle
carried from one room to
the next
on a thin sheet of cardboard.
pieces or pieced,
forever fragmented.
now utterly breakable.
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Off to Devon tomorrow for 3 days, searching for our rental property. Please cross something for us, the pickings are really dire. Feeling the pressure, trying to trust.
I'm sorry you feel so vulnerable Monica (or did I interpret it wrong?)
ReplyDeleteI feel certain you'll find a rental you love. Good luck.
breathe
ReplyDeletebelieve
trust
I hold those words for you in my heart this morning...
fragmented yes
but every piece is there sister
you are whole
love and light
Fingers crossed, warm wishes sent your way, and despite the fragmentation, the pieces are always a part of a greater picture. I am hoping that it becomes clear soon...
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you friend
xoxo
best of luck! Fingers crossed for you in your search!
ReplyDeleteSorry you are feeling so scattered, hope you find a new home soon and can "reassemble" on your own terms. hugs my friends. Good luck in Devon!
ReplyDeleteYour words are so beautiful. All my fingers and toes are crossed for you x
ReplyDeleteCrossing my fingers for you Monica!!
ReplyDeletegood luck. crossing everything I got :)
ReplyDeleteMost definitely sending you good thoughts for being able to find a home to settle down into. Much love to you!
ReplyDeletecrossing and muttering fervently on your behalf...i know the right place will materialize...even against the dire picking odds.
ReplyDeleteour pickings were actually non-existent....and then we found Home...trust and swan feathers...;)
breathing with you...
xoxo
thanks, that made me feel hopeful. it's only temporary for us anyways.
Deletesending lots of loving energy your way, having faith you'll find what feels right to be "home".
ReplyDeletexoxo
It is the major disadvantage to that place isn't it? Compromising on your living space is painful for a homebird, but who know what would turn up once you've been there longer and get to know people. Good luck.
ReplyDeleteOh no, that doesn't sound good. Don't break. I like what Cat said above - every piece is there, so you are still whole (ish). I really hope a great rental property crops up for you, something perfect for you and your family. xx
ReplyDeletethank you so much for your supportive thoughts.
DeleteI hope that everything is working out and I have my fingers crossed for you. I am sorry you are feeling fragile and vulnerable - it seems to go hand in hand with living truthfully and passionately. These times often are signals that we are going in the right direction. x
ReplyDelete" it seems to go hand in hand with living truthfully and passionately."
Deleteabsolutely, i believe so.
I ma crossing my fingers for you. And I wish you well my friend
ReplyDeleteeach piece is a whole in of it self; a fragment just as beautiful. an unfinished puzzle is still a puzzle. hugs to you, as you stay centered and on your quest for home. <3
ReplyDeletelovely thoughts friend, thank you
DeleteHold your pieces tenderly, Monica... Sending good vibes that you will find "the place" :o)
ReplyDeleteJust wanted you to know that your "waiting" post just made my day xoxox
ReplyDelete(PS - I think I feel the same way as Miss4 every time I go to the beach!)
Oops, I'm behind on my blog reading ... but sending the best of wishes that you manage to secure your rental property. :)
ReplyDeleteDevon - cool - how very Plath to live there (first thought that entered my mind)
ReplyDeleteOf course I missed this post and therefore saw (comment freedom), that you rented an overpriced, undersized place. And that reminds me of Toronto here- outrageous prices to live in teeny hideous spaces.
If anyone can make it work, you can. At least the search is over. Take some satisfaction in that being accomplished, yes?